"Do not give up, the beginning is always the hardest."
The surprising part is how long the "beginning" goes on for. Three years ago I quit my job. I spent one year looking for work. Then by fate, I found my calling. Now 1.5 years down that path I'm making entry level wages for a job I'm over qualified for. And I have another year in front of me before I'm certified with my 1500 hours so I can begin..... my work as a Behavior Analyst.
I say all this just to say, don't give up. It's probably for the best you don't know exactly how long the beginning will take. Be gentle and take care of yourself while you ride the ups and downs of the waves before you. This too shall pass, and then other things will be important and require your full attention. The good news is you get to focus on you, your career, your path. Or maybe your beginning is different than mine, and your job is steady and your are focusing on being a part of a couple. Whatever, you choose to focus on, do it with kindness. It's a long ride, and the "beginning" can take longer than expected. ; )
